`Tuesday, August 16, 2005;__
sometimes i just hope to end my life this way!
again and again i get hurt. deep down inside and nobody every knows.
nobody understands my feelings and nobody will.everybody just judge
from what they see on my face. they never really try to figure out deep
down inside my broekn heart how i feel. most of the time i play along with
a bunch of friends ,laugh lk nobodys business but deep inside of me i'm crying!
yes I AM CRYING deep inside! is definately aint easy to be who i am now.
is not easy for me to put on a smiling face everyday and its definately not easy for me to please every body with a smiling face. too much things happened at
one time, and i realised i cant take it so i hope i can end my life at this point of time . u might say i'm runing away from reality, i admit it but dont you think reality is just too cruel?
nobody understands and nobody will.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:27 PM;__
